ISA AKONG BABAENG KÄLADKÁRÎN (SPG)


We talked almost 24/7, even if we were busy at work, with friends, and such. He also knows I love him, as I told him that I already fell, but didn’t ask anything in return because I know too well that he only thinks of me as a good friend. And the reason for our on-and-off friendship, it’s because of me. As I kept making him guilty about what I felt, that I’m getting hurt by the things he was doing.

He’s the type of guy whose having s*x with different women (nothing s*xually happened to us, and he never asked me), well, he isn’t that type of guy when I met him, there’s an event in his life happened which made him be that way, and I can’t say here because it’s not mine to tell. I am aware of these, as he always informed me whenever he’s with someone, will meet someone, and just came back home from another women’s place/hotel.

At first, I let him as we were only friends, and doesn’t have any right to stop him as well even if it hurts me. Until I can’t handle the pain anymore and told him about it. I made him choose if it was me or those women he f*ck. He didn’t want to choose, so I did.

We parted ways, but after a few weeks, he came back, and I accepted him as if nothing happened. This kind of cycle went around, and I also kept having family problems too until I suffered from ânxiêty and dêprêssi0n. I overcame it, but it changed me.


I became from a hopeless-romantic-type-of-girl to ‘babaeng käladkárîn’. I started having s*x with different men, yes, I gave my v*rg*nity to a stranger. One of my rules for my s*x life is not to have s*x with friends, people I know, or anyone around me and that includes him.

I’m having s*x to men I know I can easily lose contact with, and my line of work made this easy for me. I travel a lot, so in every city or country I’ve been to, I met guys there and had s*x with them. I don’t regret the things I did, and I don’t blame him or anyone around me, because it is my choice and I am ready for the consequences, even if it means, I’ll be growing old alone.


But it doesn’t also mean that I am encouraging people to become like me. I seriously hope, it’s just me who thinks this way, of not believing in a romantic relationship. I don’t see myself anymore to be in a relationship. That’s why I envy those people that still believe in love, and have someone they can call a ‘life-partner’.

As I travel a lot, I met people that have success stories of love, I always feel genuine happiness for them and at the same time, envious, because I can’t see myself being in that kind of position. I don’t deny that I met people who confessed their feelings to me, and I tried to date them, but the side of me not seeing myself in a romantic relationship always kicks in. Love or relationships isn’t for me anymore.


I physically have s*x with different men, but I mentally have s*x with one man…

To the sender of “NABALIW AKO SA BABAENG KÄLADKÁRÎN”, she had s*x with her ex-boyfriend (doesn’t matter if they courted her or not), which means, she loved them not because she’s a ‘babaeng käladkárîn’.

Kung talagang minahal o mahal mo siya, you’ll accept her and don’t regret anything. She confessed her past to you, even if it took 4 years after your marriage. It takes a lot of courage to confess to people you truly love.


Sana maisip mo ulit yung dahilan kung bakit ka nabaliw sa kanya, and from there, try to make it work again. Pero kung talagang sising-sisi ka pa rin, let her go. Give her a chance to meet someone na totoong tatanggapin at mamahalin siya, at hindi magsisisi na pinili siya, and give yourself a chance na makakilala ng ibang babae na b*rhen pa…

Kaputt, 2017, Economics, *Confidential

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Griezel Sualibio
Griezel Sualibio
1 year ago

🥺

Ms. C
Ms. C
Reply to  Griezel Sualibio
1 year ago

Ah

Chiyuu
Chiyuu
1 year ago

I hope you’ll find your true love sender! Enjoy your life nalang muna as a single and don’t force yourself to someone who doesn’t value you! May oras pa para magbago!! God bless you

Ladyjane
Ladyjane
1 year ago

Well said

im still inlove with mr. kb
im still inlove with mr. kb
1 year ago

no comment. 🥹

mae
mae
1 year ago

🥲

Assej Anicap
Assej Anicap
1 year ago

🥺. Sana mahanap muna yung true love mo sender.

Dawn
Dawn
1 year ago

Parang gusto ko na lang din maging babaeng kaladkarin. Hindi ko na rin kasi makita ‘yung sarili ko na minamahal pa ng seryoso, after ng maraming beses na pagkabigo.

Jen
Jen
Reply to  Dawn
1 year ago

Opsss 😐

Namya
Namya
Reply to  Dawn
1 year ago

Don’t

Someone
Someone
Reply to  Dawn
1 year ago

Same:)

Cole
Cole
Reply to  Dawn
1 year ago

(2)

icaaaaa
icaaaaa
Reply to  Dawn
9 months ago

So tru lang bilang nalang yata mga seryoso ngayon katrauma na halos.:<

Machee
Machee
Reply to  Dawn
2 months ago

Dto lng me

quaine
quaine
1 year ago

sana mahanap mo na ang para sa’yo, ‘yung tanggap ka at mahal ng buo, ‘yung hindi tumitingin sa past kundi sa present at future lang, i hope and pray for you and also to someone who will love you sender 😉

hshs
hshs
1 year ago
Dexie
Dexie
1 year ago

🥹🥹🥹

Nam
Nam
1 year ago

dunno what to say😶

kel
kel
1 year ago

luh

Midnight
Midnight
1 year ago

Speechless

Euri
Euri
1 year ago

Ew no.

Kimchi
Kimchi
1 year ago

Uwu 🥺

Nav
Nav
1 year ago

Wow~ I hope na makakilala ka ng true love mo sender💜

12345678
12345678
1 year ago

try ko lang if kita name kapag nag comment hehe

CRIZXHA
CRIZXHA
1 year ago

Mdju 🤧🥺🥺🥺

Pddng
Pddng
1 year ago

Awwww 😔

kmfv88
kmfv88
1 year ago

Speechless 😶

Novie
Novie
1 year ago

Hope you will find someone na mamahalin ka at hindi e judge ang past mo..

Ali
Ali
1 year ago

Seeking love at same time pleasure hehe. Hope na mahanap mo sender.

Last edited 1 year ago by Ali
Ilong47
Ilong47
1 year ago

Darating din yung lalakeng tanggap ka sender.sa ngayon keep slay.charrr!🤣🤣

Clairrie
Clairrie
1 year ago

😶

Tsikiting
Tsikiting
1 year ago

Laban lang sender I know someday, someone will going to accept you and your past, and will love you wholeheartedly. As you said, ready ka to live alone as consequence ng ginagawa mo, but I’m still going to pray na sana magbago pa ang isip mo. Lovelots <3

Last edited 1 year ago by Tsikiting
wren
wren
1 year ago

sa panahon ngayon nakakatakot na magmahal kaya siguro mas pinipili ng iba na mahalin na lang yung sarili nila kesa sa magdusa

Cocomelon
Cocomelon
1 year ago

I hope you’ll find your love one soon sender!🥺

no name for safety identity
no name for safety identity
1 year ago

ang ate ko katulad mo din na babaeng kaladkarin at maraming lalaking nababaliw sa kanya , pero pinaglalaruan nya lang at pagnakahanap sya ng lalaking mahal na mahal sya ay niloloko nya naman at ending ay nakakarma sya dahil niloloko sya ng mga lalaking pinipili nya

Clarissa Azañes
Clarissa Azañes
1 year ago

Wala ako masabi pero mag cocomment ako

pritong galunggon
pritong galunggon
1 year ago

diko na tinapos sender. nabagot ako sa pagbabasa bat kase english. pwede naman tagalog 😅😆

Machee
Machee
Reply to  pritong galunggon
2 months ago

Hahaha true my brain is hurts 😂😂

rizuru
rizuru
1 year ago

Relate ako sa part na, “I don’t see myself anymore to be in a relationship” and “Love or relationship isn’t for me anymore”. Same reason din about sa love na hindi na reciprocate kung bakit naging hopeless-romantic. Sadly, I am also like you (sender) who think this way of not believing in a romantic relationship.

Sei
Sei
1 year ago

The exact story of the song ..never been to me.

Munchkin
Munchkin
1 year ago

You’ve been through a lot. And I commend you for being courageous to share your story to us readers. I hope that one day, you will find the man that will accept you, love you, and cherish you until both your hairs turns gray. I know you’ve already given up on romantic relationship— on love, but I always believe that everything has its own perfect time. Live well, sender, and make the best out of it!

Cae
Cae
1 year ago

Sana makahanap ka din ng genuine love 🥺

12345
12345
1 year ago

We loved you sender🥺

Helu
Helu
1 year ago

I hope na mkatagpo ka ng lalaking tatanggapin ka ng buong buo sender. 🙂

Shea
Shea
1 year ago

Year 2022 i started to have sex in different men but now 2023 i already found the one 😇 i hope mahanap mo rin ang para sayo

kris
kris
1 year ago

true

Chubby
Chubby
1 year ago

🥲

Nanonaha
Nanonaha
1 year ago

Srysly, I kinda feel like this rn. I think I cannot give trust and love to anyone anymore 🥲 love is really a complicated thing and I can’t take a risk again.

Mec
Mec
1 year ago

I think yung ibang nag comment ‘di na intindihan confession ni sender hahah

Anne
Anne
1 year ago

Sana makita mo na yung taong para sa’yo

Mary Kyrie Rollon Riva
Mary Kyrie Rollon Riva
1 year ago

Ganun talaga Ang Buhay pag-ibig. Pero Sana piliin mo parin Gawin Ang Tama.

Joy
Joy
1 year ago

Hugs, Sender! I understand where you’re coming from. But don’t lose hope! There’s still a lot of great men out there!

I can attest to that kasi I have a male friend na pinag-share-an ko ng something about my past which is somehow similar to your story. And you know what? He didn’t judge me at all. But if course, hanggang magkaibigan lang kami.

Anyway, I hope you find a man that will love you unconditionally! God bless, Sender!

Fufupat
Fufupat
1 year ago

🫂🫂🫂

Hannah Mae Ambrad
Hannah Mae Ambrad
1 year ago

Feel ko ito yung wife ehh Charot HHAHAHA

Rosie
Rosie
1 year ago

Natatakot ako na baka gawjn kong kaladkarin din sarili ko dahil sa ex ko😔

Queen_meng
Queen_meng
1 year ago

reminding me of someone. Different story, same situation. Pero sa huli hindi padin magiging tama ang mali.

guurleeeey
guurleeeey
1 year ago

🥺🥺🥺

potato
potato
1 year ago

hello sender ang tapang moo huhu hugs!!!

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